what about love ?

Canny in da house =)

this few day . i cant slept well every night .
kept get nightmare . i dunno what's wrong with me .
i just to know this few day i quite worry someone .
the nightmare never be off untill today .
is it that i think too much ? yes may be .

love is luxury .
no one can afford to see it through .no matter how close you can be .
no one can afford to own it whole . no matter how wealthy you can be .
as a lover , is supposed to be understanding his / her past ,
believes in his / her future and accept the way they are .

i donno how many ppl gonna stand in understand for their lover .
i just to know i can do it better . no matter what i met .
i have to calm down myself and find out the answer that i want .
who else thought i not gonna serious with someone ?
is it i'm too calmness for everything ?
cos of the reaction . outsider gonna judge me i'm trying be flirt ?
well . i'm not the gal of that .
when something was happen on me . i going nuts too .
i have to tell myself . i'm not going mad with someone who was belong with me .
its will making the problem more worst than before .
somemore they gonna felt fed up on us ? perhaps ...

my friends was get into a love's matter . she was frustrated about that .
consider she was felt fed up on someone who ever belong with her although she is still loving the someone .
its too much of problem between on them . they kept trying .
end up they was broke up . i felt sad when i saw that .
both were my best friends .
i sad not cos of they cant belong with each other . cos of they may cant have a peace agreement .
why ?
may be they are different . look for them . i learn many lesson from them .
i have to know . love somebody not gonna together with them . just wishing they could stay happy always .
love somebody should be understanding with each other .
love somebody is not focing they do anything for us .
love somebody is supporting they do anything they wanna do if that is right way .
love somebody is not wanted they gonna change the dreamboat of we looking for .
love somebody should be forgive everything they do if that not a big matter .
love somebody is contain all of their defect .
belong with somebody .
not gonna everyday meet .
not gonna to have a love confess for each other everyday .
everything about them you no need to take 100% to know .someday they gonna to honest with us .
not gonna forcing them telling us what they thinking about . just let them do whatever they wanna do .
we just stand a side prepared for them .
if someday they fall stumble down . we just give them a hand .
if someday they gonna relieve their feeling . we just be a good listener .
if someday they make mistakes . we just correct them as humbly .
whenever they feeling happy or sad . we just sharing with them
that is supposed a couple we should be .
if you really love someone . SHOW IT !!! better than TELLING IT !!!

may be i know how to explain what about love . but may be i totally cant do all of that .
but at least i will try my best ...