exhausted !!! exhausted !!
frustrated !!! frustrated !!
what da fuck !!! i hate that feeling i have now !!!
hmmm ... today i was woke up by 5 somethin today ....
what time i slept at yesterday night ?
answer that is i slept at morning 9 something ...
i gonna be a vampire soon !! i wanna get a regular life please !!
yesterday was wednesday ... same as before . i went to club L O L
may be you thinking i'm clubbers . and i could admit what did you comment about me .
but please don judge my personalise if you not really know me !!
how nice you are and who you are !!!
hmmm ... yesterday at da club ... i quite happy when i into that cos i met alot of friends
somemore my friends was dare me gonna dance with sissy or not ...
well i have to done that and somemore the sissy treat me a drinks ?!
unbelievable !! haha !! is quite silly of me =p
2 something . somebody stand at some corner .... he was stakeout what i doin at da club .
who is that ?! he is the guy who belong with me now .
hmmm ... we have quarrel again !!! fuck !!!
boy !! could you believe me more ?!
i met him after taking my supper . i try to break up with him .
at da last . i failed for that cos of my softhearted !!
he told me everything what he thinking of now ... he told me he may not the dreamboat i looking for . he may cant fulfil what da desire i want ... he going nuts when he mention about that
somemore he met alot of problem at this few day ... he frustrated ...
i start to make up my mind ... is it im selfish if i still gonna break up with him during this tough moment ? ya may be that is a excuses for stay beside of him cos i still like him .
i not really could put it down ... end up ... we're nothing .. keep laughing keep teasing each other like we meet each other before . lol . silly !!!
but in my mind ... i thinking let him go ... someday ... may be now not a right time
but i gonna put him down slowly ... may be after him i could met a better ? perhaps ...
don mention about my matter . i have receive my best buds camelia called at da morning .
i get to knew something i doesnt wan to know !! wtf !!! the fucking bastard treat her badly again !! i gonna burn his house i gonna kill the bastard !! fuck off !!!
you're not any qualification to say you love camelia !! i hate you !!!
you told me some of ppl judge about me ... who else of that ?!
ask them stand out or call me to talking about that ...
or else that some of ppl just only you ?! fuck !!!
don ever ever judge me if you donno me !!!
2009年5月14日 星期四
2009年5月6日 星期三
what should i do ?!
canny in da house =(
i was woke up at 4 something ... but i still feel tired ...
i so sick with my life ... rubbish life ... ?
all of friends was envy the life i had now ...
but when i get trouble did you guy saw that ?
i trouble by a career problem with a financial problem ...
all the money could buy everything or satisfied everything we need ...
but its cant buy a peace of my mind ...
dont matter how much you got ... if your hearts unsatisfied
and you can even have a thousand friends ...
how can i decide what's right ?
im lost now ...
look on the phone notes now ...
i should not lost now ...
i should make up my mind ...
In life i need one thing to survive the ability to realize that shit happens !!
STEP it !! ACCEPT it !! get the FUCK over it and KEEP WALKING ...
i know what should i do now ... I NEED A JOB !!! I NO NEED A MAN !!!
i was woke up at 4 something ... but i still feel tired ...
i so sick with my life ... rubbish life ... ?
all of friends was envy the life i had now ...
but when i get trouble did you guy saw that ?
i trouble by a career problem with a financial problem ...
all the money could buy everything or satisfied everything we need ...
but its cant buy a peace of my mind ...
dont matter how much you got ... if your hearts unsatisfied
and you can even have a thousand friends ...
how can i decide what's right ?
im lost now ...
look on the phone notes now ...
i should not lost now ...
i should make up my mind ...
In life i need one thing to survive the ability to realize that shit happens !!
STEP it !! ACCEPT it !! get the FUCK over it and KEEP WALKING ...
i know what should i do now ... I NEED A JOB !!! I NO NEED A MAN !!!
2009年5月5日 星期二
you're not sorry
you're not sorry ...
you can say that you're sorry for everything you did wrong ...
but i don't believe you like i did before ....
i was tired for everything ...
you can be mad at me whenever you want ...
boy , tell me where are our love is whenever you did and u gonna blame i did wrong ?
is it quite unfair for me ...
*shout* could you listen me !!!! i doesnt wanna that again !!
nothing else already .... tired for explain .... so sick with you already ... damn !!!
you can say that you're sorry for everything you did wrong ...
but i don't believe you like i did before ....
i was tired for everything ...
you can be mad at me whenever you want ...
boy , tell me where are our love is whenever you did and u gonna blame i did wrong ?
is it quite unfair for me ...
*shout* could you listen me !!!! i doesnt wanna that again !!
nothing else already .... tired for explain .... so sick with you already ... damn !!!
2009年4月30日 星期四
what about love ?
Canny in da house =)
this few day . i cant slept well every night .
kept get nightmare . i dunno what's wrong with me .
i just to know this few day i quite worry someone .
the nightmare never be off untill today .
is it that i think too much ? yes may be .
love is luxury .
no one can afford to see it through .no matter how close you can be .
no one can afford to own it whole . no matter how wealthy you can be .
as a lover , is supposed to be understanding his / her past ,
believes in his / her future and accept the way they are .
i donno how many ppl gonna stand in understand for their lover .
i just to know i can do it better . no matter what i met .
i have to calm down myself and find out the answer that i want .
who else thought i not gonna serious with someone ?
is it i'm too calmness for everything ?
cos of the reaction . outsider gonna judge me i'm trying be flirt ?
well . i'm not the gal of that .
when something was happen on me . i going nuts too .
i have to tell myself . i'm not going mad with someone who was belong with me .
its will making the problem more worst than before .
somemore they gonna felt fed up on us ? perhaps ...
my friends was get into a love's matter . she was frustrated about that .
consider she was felt fed up on someone who ever belong with her although she is still loving the someone .
its too much of problem between on them . they kept trying .
end up they was broke up . i felt sad when i saw that .
both were my best friends .
i sad not cos of they cant belong with each other . cos of they may cant have a peace agreement .
why ?
may be they are different . look for them . i learn many lesson from them .
i have to know . love somebody not gonna together with them . just wishing they could stay happy always .
love somebody should be understanding with each other .
love somebody is not focing they do anything for us .
love somebody is supporting they do anything they wanna do if that is right way .
love somebody is not wanted they gonna change the dreamboat of we looking for .
love somebody should be forgive everything they do if that not a big matter .
love somebody is contain all of their defect .
belong with somebody .
not gonna everyday meet .
not gonna to have a love confess for each other everyday .
everything about them you no need to take 100% to know .someday they gonna to honest with us .
not gonna forcing them telling us what they thinking about . just let them do whatever they wanna do .
we just stand a side prepared for them .
if someday they fall stumble down . we just give them a hand .
if someday they gonna relieve their feeling . we just be a good listener .
if someday they make mistakes . we just correct them as humbly .
whenever they feeling happy or sad . we just sharing with them
that is supposed a couple we should be .
if you really love someone . SHOW IT !!! better than TELLING IT !!!
may be i know how to explain what about love . but may be i totally cant do all of that .
but at least i will try my best ...
this few day . i cant slept well every night .
kept get nightmare . i dunno what's wrong with me .
i just to know this few day i quite worry someone .
the nightmare never be off untill today .
is it that i think too much ? yes may be .
love is luxury .
no one can afford to see it through .no matter how close you can be .
no one can afford to own it whole . no matter how wealthy you can be .
as a lover , is supposed to be understanding his / her past ,
believes in his / her future and accept the way they are .
i donno how many ppl gonna stand in understand for their lover .
i just to know i can do it better . no matter what i met .
i have to calm down myself and find out the answer that i want .
who else thought i not gonna serious with someone ?
is it i'm too calmness for everything ?
cos of the reaction . outsider gonna judge me i'm trying be flirt ?
well . i'm not the gal of that .
when something was happen on me . i going nuts too .
i have to tell myself . i'm not going mad with someone who was belong with me .
its will making the problem more worst than before .
somemore they gonna felt fed up on us ? perhaps ...
my friends was get into a love's matter . she was frustrated about that .
consider she was felt fed up on someone who ever belong with her although she is still loving the someone .
its too much of problem between on them . they kept trying .
end up they was broke up . i felt sad when i saw that .
both were my best friends .
i sad not cos of they cant belong with each other . cos of they may cant have a peace agreement .
why ?
may be they are different . look for them . i learn many lesson from them .
i have to know . love somebody not gonna together with them . just wishing they could stay happy always .
love somebody should be understanding with each other .
love somebody is not focing they do anything for us .
love somebody is supporting they do anything they wanna do if that is right way .
love somebody is not wanted they gonna change the dreamboat of we looking for .
love somebody should be forgive everything they do if that not a big matter .
love somebody is contain all of their defect .
belong with somebody .
not gonna everyday meet .
not gonna to have a love confess for each other everyday .
everything about them you no need to take 100% to know .someday they gonna to honest with us .
not gonna forcing them telling us what they thinking about . just let them do whatever they wanna do .
we just stand a side prepared for them .
if someday they fall stumble down . we just give them a hand .
if someday they gonna relieve their feeling . we just be a good listener .
if someday they make mistakes . we just correct them as humbly .
whenever they feeling happy or sad . we just sharing with them
that is supposed a couple we should be .
if you really love someone . SHOW IT !!! better than TELLING IT !!!
may be i know how to explain what about love . but may be i totally cant do all of that .
but at least i will try my best ...
2009年4月27日 星期一
DAMN !! i met a fucking bastard !!!
Canny in da house =p
hmm .. this few day ... i going nuts soon ...
cos ... i met a bastard recently ...
the bastard who was spent alot money on me ...
i never ask him do that for me .. but he was want to claim back the money from me ?!
WTF !!! who else you are ?! i never forcing you do that for me .
why should i paid back for you ?
is it you gonna decry my reputation ? or else you gonna kill me ?
i doesnt wanna do any explaination for anyone .
may be you're right bastard . cannot believe the gal who elso know in internet .
tot as im lying you . if u inform me as humbly i may pay u back all of the thing ...
but since u blame me as i lie u and kept urge me pay u back something .
i think i not gonna paid u back . the message you still wanna say worry about that i not gonna pay u back ?! hello . who else forcing u do that before ? !
who else telling that no need paid back cos that is u willing do that ?!
you're the lame guy who was i ever meet .
i curious your condition good for gals why didnt any gal can stay along with u
cos you're fucking bastard . who else refused you and you gonna take back something .
you're the mostly selfish guy !! damn you !!
hmm .. this few day ... i going nuts soon ...
cos ... i met a bastard recently ...
the bastard who was spent alot money on me ...
i never ask him do that for me .. but he was want to claim back the money from me ?!
WTF !!! who else you are ?! i never forcing you do that for me .
why should i paid back for you ?
is it you gonna decry my reputation ? or else you gonna kill me ?
i doesnt wanna do any explaination for anyone .
may be you're right bastard . cannot believe the gal who elso know in internet .
tot as im lying you . if u inform me as humbly i may pay u back all of the thing ...
but since u blame me as i lie u and kept urge me pay u back something .
i think i not gonna paid u back . the message you still wanna say worry about that i not gonna pay u back ?! hello . who else forcing u do that before ? !
who else telling that no need paid back cos that is u willing do that ?!
you're the lame guy who was i ever meet .
i curious your condition good for gals why didnt any gal can stay along with u
cos you're fucking bastard . who else refused you and you gonna take back something .
you're the mostly selfish guy !! damn you !!
2009年4月24日 星期五
回来了~!
看回上次po的文章日期...两个月了...距离到现在我已经没有来写部落了
可能生活习惯已经改变了...已经没有以前那样的耐性来写部落
可能最后我还是选择了来更新自己的部落
比经它也曾经陪伴过我吧...做人不能那么忘本吧...=p
两个月要说长也并不是很长的日子,要说短也并不是短的日子
这两个月里面发生了很多东西,有开心也有不开心,曾经迷失过...
当跟姐姐和好不久的时候,他发生车祸了...
严重吗?对我来说...严重
对方的驾驶人喝醉了.他妈的."你喝醉了还出来驾车等害人哦,回家睡觉啦"
姐姐的back bone碎了弯了一些,不至于要operation.
脸上因为前镜破裂,姐姐也来不及遮掩什么,脸就这样受伤了
庆幸的是并不会留下疤痕...这是我最关心的
他在3月份发生车祸,他现在的状况好多了
希望他早日康复吧...
说了家人事情.就说说朋友吧...
以前的rubbish gang不再有，以前所谓的好朋友也没有了
我的朋友世界剩下camelia一个人,不管发生什么事情我们都是一起
很开心有他在我的身边支持我...
接下来想要分享的就是...前几天去了kl回来.
我约了一个老朋友出来喝茶哈拉的
我们就去吃些东西.到coffee bean喝咖啡,
彼此说了很多事情.可是我很不明白ms mavis你总要把我介绍给你男人的哥哥呢哈哈!!
老样子.我们都很喜欢说废话.起初的时候感觉有点陌生.不过之后真的好很多了
刚刚去看了他的部落.哎哟...我上镜了...可是我很难看.所以建议别去看.免得得到恶梦lol
看我隔壁的就好了=)
说完了朋友,就要说感情了嘛?
其实我也没有什么想说自己的感情事情
一切顺其自然,因为自己明白了强求是没有幸福的
感情对我来说不重要了.重要的确是每天怎样让自己开心点
不知道是不是对部落没有了那份心.开始懒惰写部落了
以前的自己每天都回来部落.现在开始懒惰了.
可能太多事情发生,所以不知道要如何说起.
不想多说了.继续睡觉.等姐姐回来,再去pasar malam走走
可能生活习惯已经改变了...已经没有以前那样的耐性来写部落
可能最后我还是选择了来更新自己的部落
比经它也曾经陪伴过我吧...做人不能那么忘本吧...=p
两个月要说长也并不是很长的日子,要说短也并不是短的日子
这两个月里面发生了很多东西,有开心也有不开心,曾经迷失过...
当跟姐姐和好不久的时候,他发生车祸了...
严重吗?对我来说...严重
对方的驾驶人喝醉了.他妈的."你喝醉了还出来驾车等害人哦,回家睡觉啦"
姐姐的back bone碎了弯了一些,不至于要operation.
脸上因为前镜破裂,姐姐也来不及遮掩什么,脸就这样受伤了
庆幸的是并不会留下疤痕...这是我最关心的
他在3月份发生车祸,他现在的状况好多了
希望他早日康复吧...
说了家人事情.就说说朋友吧...
以前的rubbish gang不再有，以前所谓的好朋友也没有了
我的朋友世界剩下camelia一个人,不管发生什么事情我们都是一起
很开心有他在我的身边支持我...
接下来想要分享的就是...前几天去了kl回来.
我约了一个老朋友出来喝茶哈拉的
我们就去吃些东西.到coffee bean喝咖啡,
彼此说了很多事情.可是我很不明白ms mavis你总要把我介绍给你男人的哥哥呢哈哈!!
老样子.我们都很喜欢说废话.起初的时候感觉有点陌生.不过之后真的好很多了
刚刚去看了他的部落.哎哟...我上镜了...可是我很难看.所以建议别去看.免得得到恶梦lol
看我隔壁的就好了=)
说完了朋友,就要说感情了嘛?
其实我也没有什么想说自己的感情事情
一切顺其自然,因为自己明白了强求是没有幸福的
感情对我来说不重要了.重要的确是每天怎样让自己开心点
不知道是不是对部落没有了那份心.开始懒惰写部落了
以前的自己每天都回来部落.现在开始懒惰了.
可能太多事情发生,所以不知道要如何说起.
不想多说了.继续睡觉.等姐姐回来,再去pasar malam走走
2009年2月10日 星期二
i'm back =)
huh .. it's long time i was ignore here ...
well . i was belated to wishes that happy new year .. =)
happy new year to all my dear friends =)
new year ... i was sicked !!! cos i was rest none enoughly L O L Z
i was hang out with my fren every night since new year eve =)
the 1st day . i were clubbing ... L O L !! i was drunk
the 2nd day . got nothing special happen . just going my grandma's house .
the 3rd day . i were clubbing again . cos my kl friends . and the day all the club was crowded . somore fighthing .. knn !!
the 4rd day . i've been genting !! yo yo ... at the night . i've been sunway MOS euphoria .
too bad . i was fever . i cant enjoy at all . sucks !!
the 5th day . i've been kl . hi-tea with my best buds at pavillion
since come back from kl . everything gonna change ... included friendship .
i was a stupid !!! frustrated ...
i lost a best buds since i come back from kl .
i'm tot he is the matured so we may mix a same circle .
but i'm wrong . he never listened my explained .
well. i hope he will get a truth friends in his life .
i never forget what we done together before . cos that is our memory .
i cherish it . i will keep it in my heart .
from this case . i knew who was my truth friends .
i knew who were really understanding me .
i'm awake =) i would not get influenced by someone =)
new life . new canny . i will make my own ways =)
good news .. i was be peace back with my sister .. congratulate!!
i felt happy because that =)
hmm ... well . i will get my new life
i will seeking a school . i will looking for a job ...
i will not let my parents dissapointed again ..
well . i trust myself i can do it . =)
well . i was belated to wishes that happy new year .. =)
happy new year to all my dear friends =)
new year ... i was sicked !!! cos i was rest none enoughly L O L Z
i was hang out with my fren every night since new year eve =)
the 1st day . i were clubbing ... L O L !! i was drunk
the 2nd day . got nothing special happen . just going my grandma's house .
the 3rd day . i were clubbing again . cos my kl friends . and the day all the club was crowded . somore fighthing .. knn !!
the 4rd day . i've been genting !! yo yo ... at the night . i've been sunway MOS euphoria .
too bad . i was fever . i cant enjoy at all . sucks !!
the 5th day . i've been kl . hi-tea with my best buds at pavillion
since come back from kl . everything gonna change ... included friendship .
i was a stupid !!! frustrated ...
i lost a best buds since i come back from kl .
i'm tot he is the matured so we may mix a same circle .
but i'm wrong . he never listened my explained .
well. i hope he will get a truth friends in his life .
i never forget what we done together before . cos that is our memory .
i cherish it . i will keep it in my heart .
from this case . i knew who was my truth friends .
i knew who were really understanding me .
i'm awake =) i would not get influenced by someone =)
new life . new canny . i will make my own ways =)
good news .. i was be peace back with my sister .. congratulate!!
i felt happy because that =)
hmm ... well . i will get my new life
i will seeking a school . i will looking for a job ...
i will not let my parents dissapointed again ..
well . i trust myself i can do it . =)
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